I been waiting for this for a long time
Now I’ll get despised
Now I’m just afraid you’re gonna die
Gotta drain the pus inside my mind
Gotta let it break down till it deposits a disguise
It’s a lot of bruises in my eye
It’s a lot of thoughts that now I fear
And a bad bitch on my right

Ain’t it funny how it feels so different
What’s in this life, I need something that’s different
She told me “come attack my heart”
so I take it
and I shake it
But I did not mean to break it

She said
Do you love when I’m gone
I can tell that you’re wrong
Point it out then you left me

I feel alone on the phone
Want to feel your touch like a ghost that left me
I’m still the way that you left me
I think the way that you test me
Is what’s ‘gone hold me back
Blood all in my mouth you let me eat

Do you love when I’m gone
I can tell that you do when I'm here alone
Gotta pick a bone
Gotta leave this life alone

Do you love when I’m gone
I can tell that you do when I feel your heart
It’s solid dark
I think it fell apart

I ain’t never feel the same since

It’s not over
I’m Cupid new soldier
Feel like sisyphus
‘Cuz I’m pushing boulders
Lost inside your coma
Heart cold like pneumonia
I’ll see you in the future
I know we’ll last forever

And i take it
Her love always mine
it’s for the taken
I can feel her heart throughout the matrix

Fuck I had enough
Why my brain go mushed
Every stain is gushed
Buttons on me pushed
Simple like input
I don’t need to say
Forever lack of luck

Now I feel like broken glass
All over the ground I let it smash
I just knew that shit would never last

I just thought something wasn’t in me
Why friends gotta die, god must be picky
Grit my fucking teeth
Pout at the city
Then all of a sudden I hear the ticking
I just start to feel my body hurt
And I know that no one listening

Then she said

Do you love when I’m gone
I can tell that you do when I'm here alone
Gotta pick a bone
Gotta leave this life alone

She said
Do you love when I’m gone
I can tell that you’re wrong
Point it out then you left me

I feel alone on the phone
Want to feel your touch like a ghost that left me
I’m still the way that you left me
I think the way that you test me
Is what’s ‘gone hold me back
Blood all in my mouth you let me eat

Do you love when I’m gone
I can tell that you do when I'm here alone
Gotta pick a bone
Gotta leave this life alone

Do you love when I’m gone
I can tell that you do when I feel your heart
It’s solid dark
I think it fell apart